March 24, 2011 § Leave a comment
So I had several ideas for my next post. Several topics, all allowing me to talk about how this all feels. And relate it to stuff. (Because this doesn’t happen in a vacuum. The world turns and people come in and out of your life and you still watch tv and read and hear songs that make sense and remind you you’re not alone).
It’s not that I’ve been distracted. More, kind of, just living I guess. I mean that in the best possible sense.
It’s amazing how many times someone can tell you that x, y and z are the right things to do to make things better. Routine, exercise, fresh air, human contact, and, of course, the right foods. It’s a game of dominoes and rarely do the chips line up in the right order.
Thankfully, a couple of days of sunlight has done all the hard work for me this week. It’s easy to believe that this is all it takes. That I’ve imagined the last few months or that they’ve been due solely to the dark nights and frozen pavements.
It’s more than that, but on days like these, it’s easy to forgive an ice cream (or at least hula hoop until you don’t care any more).